Now, I await word from Griffith. They have the final say as to my exchange. So needless to say I'm still nervous about everything. I should know by the end of the week. As positive as I try to be, I'm still not getting my hopes up too much.
I'm moving again (almost every year for the since 2002) and I'm not a fan. Everything about moving makes my brain hurt, and probably some muscles as a result. The point is to move home and save some money for Australia. If for whatever reason Australia doesn't work out. I'm going to get out of Ontario somehow. I want to be around trees, mountains, water, etc. Do you ever get the feeling that life is just moving to fast? I'm not talking like time fast, I'm talking physical movement. Nobody takes the time to appreciated the beauty of nature. I was jogging last week with my ipod on and I went passed this tree and a bunch of these birds were singing; I'm made a conscious effort to stop, turn off my ipod, sit down, close my eyes and just focus on it. It was really calming. I think what it really is is that I just need to take time for me and me alone. I really need to take time to listen to what my heart and head are saying, I think it's important to help me to figure out who I am and where I want to go in life.
Ok. I'm going to go for now. I'm sure by the time I get to my next post I will know the status of Australia.
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